Frm where to start; so much to WRITE abt, i don’t think it would fit here anyway, will try my best to make it short. The story about a donkey and the princess who are just quite opposite from each other in every aspect; a smart n intelligent princess whereas the arrogant n rude donkey. First approach was obviously from the princess the best way she found to introduce herself to b closer with the furious donkey. Furious in the case, he never knew to respect people, always rude behaviour. So it was obviously hard for her to b first to talk to him, but she found a way, keeping her secrets hidden for few days and was having conversation through net, without even letting him know that it was her who always was infront of him but could never notice. After she was little sure that it was the right time to show her appearance then, she came forward. Well being in a small town not so much easier to have regular meeting but anyway thanks to the technology i guess, made easy for both of them to be in touch. Though different field but the means of contact was the technology, which to be appreciate for making conversation easy. Here’s let me explain about her; personally speaking, makes me feel even after all these years time i still think that i don’t know her. But I am more than honored to have her company. I guess my journey here really began when I official got a proper job. I must have been about 20 years old. Well when I left studies, I was struggling severely to find my place in this world. I may have just been a grown up guy to achieve own goal, but it didn’t feel that way back then. The time of age where i should pursuit my dream… but i was bg finding out who I was, where I belonged, and most importantly, why I belonged. At the time, I couldn’t find a reason why I fit in anywhere, it felt like my pain was never ending, and that life was just too much pressure to handle but back then – she appeared.
You see, everyone is fighting their own tough battle. And each and every single one of us needs a friend’s, a neighbor’s, a stranger’s help along our way. Value them, trust them to lead you.
She has been my guidance, tutor, guardian, friend and even a family member in anyway she could represent herself to; she was always there. She has a great impact on my life, much more than she thinks. I know that I am so different from her, because my childhood was with lots of mess, chaos, and violence that I had to live through. However, I also know that we are very much alike. I am always trying to find that balance when it comes to being vulnerable. I don’t want to be too vulnerable and become a burden to those I care about, but I also don’t want to be trying too hard to act put together so that people can’t see the authentic me. She has made me see how the responsibilities of life are held and performed though it might be just at a family level or out world. But it was just fabulous. She made me realize that what dedication and perseverance means to life and how much importance they pay to give you things in your hand in your life; the result is on.
It’s the beauty of her, she shares everything with me making it so dedicated and unselfish. I was amazed and mesmerized about her and its dedication for everything that comes in her life. The way she holds me, the way she makes me laugh, the way she loves me, it’s beautiful. She does not have anything except to give and give to every possible extent she can. Nothing can be more admirable than her; there never comes a moment that she thinks about herself. She bears the pain and pain in herself so easily and smilingly. I really bow my heads down for the way she bears in her life. When I look into the eyes of her(though hardly i get chance to see), I see myself, I see pain, I see good, I see heartache, I see joy, I see will, I see perseverance, I see the ability to overcome and to achieve. But most importantly to me, she looks into my eyes and finds the inside me. She is, someone who desires love, just like everyone else on the face of the planet.
My dream is that somehow I might convey this love to her and the care she truly deserves. She knew her prayers her wishes and everything she did for me to succeed in life. Now she shivers with fear even with a thought of my departure. She always guide me in helping me to know that I’m headed in the right direction with a huge motivation to keep pressing forward. I am truly grateful(forever) and wanna thank you for everything. I know that I’m not worthy despite being so rude and arrogant to her most of the time hurting her, though she always says to remember the best part(best moments). She’s my inspiration. She made me a better person, encouraging all the time ignoring the fight in between, truly helping a lot not even at my happy times but in every off times too– it is only because of her and God that I am here today. All i am trying is to be the best, and I can honestly say that I have made much progress since I met her.
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Thank you for everything you’ve ever done, showed or taught me…
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