Goodbye 2011
We all have our moments when we start to look back at our life. Most of the time the tendency is to look back at what you didn’t do, fall into a little bit of despair and say to yourself with the hope that next year it will be better. Years pass and it seems that those wishes we had are somehow fulfilled, not fully to what we’ve wanted but close enough, well yet keeping unfulfilled wish for coming years on. We always hope the new year to spend in a better way.
This year was a change in the story of my life. It went fast, it helped me grow up, mature in many things and see that life is more wonderful than as I pictured. Each year i try myself to be better in every way, but well most of the time doesn’t succeed in making everyone happy; i guess not possible also. Living for others first then if time live for self. Every year comes with a challenge and it’s like someone saying: “You need to go through this, so you can became stronger, wiser and more confident than ever”. It is funny because sometimes I don’t see it like that. We complain, why God does certain things, we don’t understand, we want it our way. And we hope that our path it’s better than God’s. But we forget that whatever happens always happens for the best. But in the end we need God when its very much complicated to provide us the way out. The hope, we give it different names but in anyway its always the faith within ourselves which keeps us alive in moving forward crossing through lots of ups and down time.
We oath lots of resolution and from the very beginning we take sincerely with hope that finally this will turn our way. We always run after our dream to achieve something, but when we get it , makes feel good! Or if it doesn’t, we realize how much pain involves and how stupid we were to ask for this and we don’t need it anymore. We throw it all away. We still search for the missing point. It doesn’t make too much sense what I am saying here, but I look back at decisions I’ve made, things i have done, people I met, situations I’ve been through.
I realise this year, no matter how big are your problems, how difficult is the way, there is hope.
Broken dreams, unfulfilled wishes, regrets, somewhere there is hope.
Out in the world, there is hope.
Some great thing must happen to all of us to see that there is hope. What? How? When?
Questions, suspicions, doubtfulness…honestly I am tired of them.
Solutions, explications, results…there is hope.
Biding a Sweet Goodbye to 2011 for providing the most wonderful and amazing moments, I hereby, Welcome 2012 with open arms, a smile, and hope that it really will be a great Year too, not just for me or us, but all the people that I care for too.
